For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
I want to fall in love with an asian guy but it seems like all the asian guys are the same. It bores me. I want someone fun and exciting…
I never talk about my personal life much. Or why I do things. Its mostly I’m the one who damages it. I feel stupid sometimes. In middle school, I was the one who damage me and my dad relatioship. I always felt that he was stranger, because I was so stubborn and not talk to him. I mean its not a complete silence it just that, I wasn’t really that close. Now, our relationship is stronger. We are closer and he got more chill. Right now, I’m having problems with my mother. I had a big fight with her on Sunday. It was so stupid. It explains why, I didn’t go to school. I told everybody I was ill. But really, I didn’t want to face anything. I realize I was the one who caused that fight. I’ve been throwing tantrums, acting like a child and a bitch towards her. I’m this old and I still act like a child. I never even talk about my personal life to anyone before. Until now. Well, I’m still talking to my mother but shes still piss at me. On Monday morning when she was telling me to go to school, I didn’t want to. She told me why. I just told her I didn’t want to. So she just let me stay in for one day. She also had a talk about me and my act. I didn’t realize how childish I was acting when I started to cry and think about it…Mostly its my fault. I feel like this family is falling apart because of me and its affecting my own life..
Life is destined where we belonged. Our major choices we make in life is our future. The minors will shape it. We grow up and our choices is becoming a changed. Our opinions becomes stronger. Our mind will think for it self now. Now we never do things while thinking. Just the action. We now changed as a whole.
